Well, a week after the aftermath and I'm still pretty unsettled.
Thursday night the monsoon hits Puget Sound full force. The entire region loses power all at once as the power stations and transformers go like dominoes. On its heels is a temperature drop that plunges to freezing. Over a million homes with no power, many 10's or is that 100's of thousands still out as I write this even a week later.
Trees fall and break like bad metaphors on an average livejournal. The whole place becomes a made-for-TV-B-movie post-apocalyptic setting of sorts. Gas stations able to pump fuel become a commodity earning giant queues and food begins to rot in warming fridges and freezers.
For those of us who rely on power to breathe when we sleep, afflicted with severe sleep apnea, the days gradually melt into a hallucinatory blur, mostly spent under blankets trying to reclaim fragments of the increasing sleep deficit while gasping like walking catfish, otherwise salvaging what cold food is still good before it becomes wasted...perhaps it would have made more sense to set the food on the porch in the cold than to leave it stored in the non-functional white box, I don't know. Cold food in cold rooms and cold feet and cold hands. Cold cold cold.
Otherwise we can strike out in our fortunately fully gassed and somewhat heated vehicle to see what bits of civilization still remain. We try it, and find a bar to eat at lit by candles and a small generator that is serving drinks and has managed to keep serving food thanks to a functioning oven and fryer. Not a single traffic light or streetlight functions--every junction and intersection is backed up as cars stop and go in dazed confusion. The large strip mall the bar is at is black as coal in the night with the only illumination being from the generator powered-light of the bar itself. The stars are beautiful.
As the third night approaches, I get word from my folks that they expect their power back that evening, so we take our chances, pack what we can and head there. My mom is sick with a virus.
Things become functional there, so sleep-breathing and warmth returns. The next morning we call home to find the answer machine working, indicating power was restored there early as well (living within the same grid as the main Microsoft campus has its perks, I think). My dad has some worrisome heart trouble so we take him to the emergency room. Things turn out okay at least so we take him back and head for dinner and home. By now my bad back has really begun to act up. Later that evening just before bed I get a call.
I left my insulin at my parents.
So another forty minutes of driving to get the insulin and come back. Still no rest for the wicked.
The next morning I find myself vomitting. I've caught the damn virus. It keeps me out of work for the next three days, near the end of which I finally get something like some real rest, though along the way I throw my back out worse, too.
My precious new Castlevania game I've been playing on my DS for at least some fun during this time reveals what is apparently some never seen before critical path-blocking bug. Argh. I start the game over, hoping I don't have a defective card.
I'm a lot better now, and my back recovered quicker than I expected. But the virus has a period where it remains contagious a few more days, so Umiushi's not taking chances.
I get to go back to my folks tomorrow evening for Humanlight. My brother and his family, particularly my nephew, have all caught the virus and are still dealing with it, or at least my nephew is. They want Umiushi to come too. Umiushi's been vigilant about keeping things clean and isolating the virus so he doesn't catch it. Tomorrow is when he should be out of danger. Unless he meets with my family. In which case he could well still catch it, conveniently just in time for our vacation to Canada on Monday. Good luck getting my family to understand this.
Each year, "the season to be jolly" feels more and more a sham. Nothing's real about it...if Christ existed anything like told in the gospels, he was born in Spring. The Romans moved the Christmas holiday to the 25th of December to stomp out the Feast of Saturn. Christmas trees and Santa and all that stuff are also adopted from various pagan sources--sure there was a Saint Nicholas, but he's not what the Santa imagery mostly comes from by any reasonable stretch of the imagination. The bible actually specifically condemns the pagan Christmas tree ritual in Jerimiah 10, for fuck's sake. Even freaking Dr. Suess was Jewish...the Grinch (you know, the Boris Karloff one, not the Jim Carrey one) was meant as a secular take on the topic...and Charles Shultz died a Secular Humanist. We all go through these motions with our corporate masters pulling our (purse) strings in the name of being with family...as if being forced to do so by ritual makes it more meaningful than something done selflessly on a regular calendar day. I don't think anyone in my immediate family is even Christian anymore, let alone that I don't even celebrate the day itself, but another self-conscious construct in its place.
But you can't escape it. Not at home, and certainly not in the wild. Those who aren't forcibly enlisted into fighting the War on Christmas(tm) all seem determined to shove it down everyone else's throats whether they like it or not. The fiasco at the Seattle airport...that was sheer stupidity that had nothing to do with secularists, but of course it's been lumped into our "assualt" nonetheless. A coworker told me with a straight face that she has Buddhist friends who have an Xmas tree (Buddhists do not have a December holiday and many are compelled to decorate by the local customs in order to blend, and possibly avoid being targetted as outsiders), and nearly exploded when I suggested the possibility that the trees were a symbol of a specific religion and could be interpreted as not secular. Of course I know their pagan origins all too well, but that doesn't change what they collectively represent and are perceived as and are called ("Holiday Tree" and such fooling nobody). I don't even dislike the things myself. But it's really disingenious to pretend a Xmas tree is a secular decoration, IMHO (Supreme Court saying otherwise notwithstanding). I can understand--nay, EMPATHIZE with--why a rabbi might complain to an airport that is awash in the decorated fake evergreens and other ornaments and is playing sickly-sweet carols that mostly speak of the coming of Christ that it ought to perhaps put up some decorations honoring other customs of the time of year (even if he was only refering to his own).
It's not like I hate it all...Suess, Shultz, the Nutcracker, Jack Skellington (oops), jolly old Grandfather Winter himself and many of the fairy tales and the diverse slants from other countries (yay for Krampus!), the Japanese KFC and cake (just for going to the other extreme), toys for kids (of age or heart)...these are all good things(tm) and of course that time with the relatives is important for its own sake, at least. But it's harder to take each year as the grind keeps going and the conservatives keep hammering and the thoughtless continue to be unable to imagine a world where not EVERYONE celebrates Christmas and/or all its traditions and marketed values.